80th Street
by Megan Crayne

 

every few hours

in between coffee

staring at screens, meetings

(and the rest of life that

has followed us

home)

 

we gather:

grinder (mine)

glass container with flower (Dutch split)

TOPS rolling papers

American-grown (or not, if unavailable)

American Spirit loose tobacco

glass pipe (mine)

multi-use tool (for when necessary

to remove stuck flower from the pipe)

lighter (electric green, black with the logo

for a local delivery service, multi-colored

floral, black, or burnt orange, all yours by

the virtue of your sticky hands)

 

I study the way your fingers

push tobacco and flower 

together, folding

the paper deftly,

tightly;              unlike mine

that pinch and ache

and betray me when

I try on my own

 

you reach out

to finish it for me

 

we smoke

and sit in quiet

              dusk

 

and in isolation

with one another

 

we (or really, I) am

               leaning,

growing

into the new


Image: Stuart Buck is a visual artist and award-winning poet living in North Wales. His art has been featured in several journals, as well as gracing the covers of several books. His third poetry collection, Portrait of a Man on Fire, is forthcoming from Rhythm & Bones Press in November 2020. He is the art editor for Konstellation Magazine and available for commissions all year round. He can be contacted via Twitter or E-Mail
Megan Crayne is a writer and poet living in Portland, OR. She enjoys watercolor painting and designing interior layouts for print books and Ebooks. You can follow her on Twitter or Instagram at: @megancrayne