purity turns lace when cut with a blade 

into powder like blush,

snow falls gingerly upon

the lines of the streets 

where rookies drift and raft

through ice.

oh but the snow,

arranged into lines

is the best way

to work the night shift,

to cut straws into sizes

wallets will carry

cause you’re tired of paying

for gas with bills rolled tight

like the hogback mountains.

 

i walk on clouds above rainforests in my eyes,

but everything turns to dust as i 

am ready for the next bump.

“times are a changin”, Bob Dylan sings

as my father rolls his bills tighter than mine.

 

one thing i am sorry for

is that i cannot go back to days

of waking up in bathtubs or 

upon washing machines 

in towns i do not know 

names of.

i loved taking drags and 

smelling bumps on the road

from nowhere 

to underground. 

i love sleeping in cars with windows 

down and jam up high while 

i am high too,

on no sleep for three days 

and incense butts,

feet resting out the window

and running from police

at a time of night

when only the crows can sing.

 

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