Phoenix

Part 1, Falling Phoenix

 

Hear me like a siren in the night

Fear me like the silence in the light

Sear me red as a demon’s eyes

Black as a sinner’s heart crucified

 

Save me from my ugly death

Scream our names with every breath

The worms of a bloody destiny

The terms of a molested vasectomy

 

God prays to human thralls

The moon still calls universal halls

Orchestral rehearsal impersonating hatred

I wait for something less than sacred

 

Save me from my seraphim heresy

Marry the miscarriage in a cathedral of shadows

Shells are still hallowed, hell is still waters

Bells are lingering will, calling, infringing

 

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Part 2, Human Drum

 

From the beginnings of my sabbatical religion imprisoned apparitions

Halleluiah speaks the blackened wildfire through the coals

My silhouette walks a lonely road

My shadow lives alone, upon an ashen throne

 

Cast-iron hope, vast maniacal interwove

Interloping the exodus of my bedlam

Resonating chills of umbilical guillotines

I rasp the vermillion before I turn to dust

 

Even shadows yearn to rust

Every battle burned to husks

Bones that rattle in the cusp

It fell right through, no matter how hard I clutch

 

Maybe I was human once

Before the past of kingdom come

As I played my taut skin drum

And thumped my heart dried out by sun

 

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Part 3, Reapers’ Choir

 

Fearless blighting silenced by the bright

Blackened wildfire is our bloody destiny

Witness the present I gave you, the gift of now’s hatred

A memoir to hell’s gospels, apostles of gangrene graffiti

 

Anchored to infinity’s limericks of photosynthesis

Alabaster dreamcatchers drafted from the rafters of my decapitation resurface

Psychedelic evangelicals with antennas tethered to Armageddon’s herses

Etched in crimson fingerprinting hieroglyphics on dunes of moonshine’s crucifixion

 

Transfixed on stagnant ammunition glamourized by tattered battle scars

Anguish fragrant ramifications reanimated to die again for you

Patterned asterisks eradicated for your demonstrated pleasure

Disconbobulating autonomous abominations unsevered in their vengeance

 

Unsympathetic mementos, or heaven’s sentinels

Wendigo’s of embryos, or bombs of Godless

Pulled apart like clouds, the alcoves of megalomaniacal

Devils falling down like the sky were a house of cards

 

Feathers, crowns, talons, chords, fortified mortification

Angels in the ground, cloaked in ashen doubt

Reign within the doubt, spit the crucifixions howl

I’ll rip you free from Salem, trailblazing bloody mayhem

 

You made me like this

Seized my heart, raised me flightless

You praised me scytheless

Preached the Reapers’ Choir, braided lifeless iron fire

 

Intertwined with the ripe ripped fruit

Withering seraphim lost in youth

Hard childhood, violated environment

Charred wildwood, carved to be vile, warped

 

Sol Amstutz

 

Credits to these artists: Alexander Novicky, Bailey Mccoy, Sol Amstutz, nipuni

 

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