The Negroverse Theory
by Kanyinsola Olorunnisola
“I am tired of work; I am tired of building up somebody else’s civilization” – Fenton Johnson
Somewhere in Jerusalem, my mother pulls grains of memory out of the earth. Kingdoms sprout like saplings as she scatters them all over the paved city streets, a forgotten ritual against forgetting. We are only a few limitless sacraments from remembering what we came from. A theory claims that black people come from dirt, from the unwanted sands that built the pyramids. That explains why they walk all over us. That is why they love us till we are antique, beautiful enough to be non-threatening. That is why we are found in every part of the world—on your clothes, in your hair, on your streets, in your mouth, in your face. In Paris, my cousin always says her final goodbyes over text whenever she wants to leave the house: Dem fit come for me anytime. Profile? Drug dealer. Muslim terrorist. Black Jew. Black-black. Disposable. I think they call it meiosis: we are so used to fading that we keep multiplying. Look, another black gone. Look, another black born. Dirt, dirt everywhere. Beauty, beauty everywhere.